Monday, November 15, 2010

agonizing, overwhelming

So resumes the endless battle of pushing myself into lesson planning for yet another night.

Why my mind and body fight it so many nights should not be hard to understand but to fight this bitter realism, bitter un-enthusiasm just makes me sink further into guilt. Guilt that I am not motivated enough to spark "transformational change" in the classroom.

Where is my idealism from months before?

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